“我是我自己的,他们谁也没有干涉我的权利!”这彻底的思想比我还透彻,坚强得多。半瓶雪花膏和鼻尖的小平面,于她能算什么东西呢?我骄傲地回来了。
“I am my own, and none of them has interfered with my rights!” This thorough thought is more thorough and stronger than mine. What can a half bottle of snow cream and a small flat surface on her nose count for? I am proud to be back.
我已记不清那时怎样地将我的纯真热烈的爱表示给她。在慌乱中仅知道她已允许我了。她却是什么都记得。夜阑人静,我常被质问,被考验,被命令复述当时的言语,由她补足,纠正。然而她并不觉得可笑,因为她爱我,是这样的热烈,纯真。
I can’t remember how I expressed my pure and passionate love to her at that time. In confusion, I only knew that she had allowed me. She remembers everything. In the stillness of the night, I was often questioned, tested, and ordered to repeat the words of the time, to be supplemented and corrected by her. However, she doesn’t feel ridiculous because she loves me with such enthusiasm and innocence.
去年暮春是最为幸福的时光。我们这时在在路上同行,也到过几回公园,最多的是找住所。我觉得在路上时时遇到探索,讥笑,猥亵和轻蔑的眼光,一不小心便使我的全身有些瑟缩。她却是坦然如入无人之境。
Last year’s late spring was the happiest time. We were traveling on the road at this time, and we had been to the park several times, mostly looking for accommodation. “I feel that when I encounter exploration, ridicule, obscenity, and contempt on the road, my whole body feels a little shrivelled when I am not careful.”. She was as calm as if she had entered the realm of no one.