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记事本

翻开随身携带的记事本
写着许多事都是关于你
你讨厌被冷落 习惯被守候
寂寞才找我

我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久 想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么

爱得痛了 痛得哭了
哭得累了日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好 象上瘾的毒药
它反复骗着我

爱得痛了 痛得哭了
哭得累了 矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手 闭上眼让你走
烧掉日记重新来过

notebook

opened the notebook i carried with me
had a lot of stuff written about you in it
you hated being rebuffed, was used to coddling
& looked for me only when lonely

i saw what I wrote about my feelings
how much i was giving in to inadequacy
waited too long for you, crying when missing you
so what was happiness all about

loved till it hurt, hurt till i cried
cried till i was weary, they flooded my diary pages
chronicling your virtues was like an addictive drug
they only deluded me time & again

loved till it hurt, hurt till i cried
cried till i was weary, my conflicted heart was imploring
urging me to let it go, to close my eyes & let you go
to burn the diary & start all over again

Submitted by blitzonic

Notebook

I open the notebook which I take along
Where a lot about you is written.
You hate to be snubbed, have got used to be protected
And only want me when you are lonely.

I see the feelings written by myself.
I put myself behind, petty and low.
I have waited for you for too long. I shed tears when thinking of you.
Yet what does it mean by happiness?

I love you so much that it hurts. It hurts so much that I cry.
I cry so much that I become tired. Persistence writes each page of my diary.
It records your good like addicting drug
Which lies to me again and again.

I love you so much that it hurts. It hurts so much that I cry.
I cry so much that I become tired. My conflicting heart always exacts.
I persuade myself to give up, close my eyes while letting you go
And burn my diary to start all over again.

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