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我开始去访问久已不相闻问的熟人；他们的屋子自然是暖和的，我在骨髓中却觉得寒冽。冰的针刺着我的灵魂，是我永远苦于麻木的疼痛。
I began to visit acquaintances I had not known for a long time; Their room is naturally warm, but I feel cold in the marrow. The needle of ice pierces my soul, causing me to suffer numb pain forever.
生活的路还很多，我也没有忘却翅子的扇动。有时仿佛瞥见一闪的光明……她勇猛地觉悟了，毅然走出这冰冷的家。我便轻如行云，漂浮空际，上有蔚蓝的天，下是深山大海，广厦高楼，战场，摩托车，洋场，公馆……
There are still many ways to live, and I have not forgotten the fanning of my wings. Sometimes it seems like a glimmer of light… She bravely awakened and resolutely walked out of this cold home. “I am as light as a moving cloud, floating in the sky, with a blue sky above me, and below me are deep mountains and seas, vast buildings, battlefields, motorcycles, foreign markets, mansions…”
极难忍受的冬天总算度过去了。然而，觉得要来的事终于来到了。一个昏黑的晚上，我照例没精打采地回来。待走进门时，不见灯火；摸火柴时，是异样的寂寞和空虚！正在错愕中，房东太太来叫我。
The unbearable winter has finally passed. However, I feel that the matter to come has finally arrived. One dark evening, I came back listlessly as usual. When entering the door, there is no light; When touching matches, it is strange loneliness and emptiness! In consternation, the landlady came to call me.
她对我说：“今天子君父亲来到这里，将她接回去了。她托我见到你回来时告诉你，说她去了。”她说得很简单，我便如脑后受了一击。
She said to me, “Today, Zijun’s father came here and picked her up. She asked me to tell you when I saw you come back, saying she had gone.” She said it very simply, and I took a blow in the back of my head.
