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但是，“哪里去呢？”经过许多回的思量和比较，也还只有会馆是还能相容的地方。但那时使我希望，欢欣，爱，生活的，却全逝去了。新生的路还很多，但却不知怎样跨出那第一步。有时，仿佛看见那生路蜿蜒向我奔来，我等着，等着，看看临近，忽然便又消失了。
However, “Where to go?” After many times of deliberation and comparison, only the guild hall can be compatible. But all that made me hope, joy, love, and live at that time has passed away. There are still many ways to freshen up, but I don’t know how to take that first step. Sometimes, it seems as if I saw the path winding towards me. I waited, waited, and looked at the approach, then suddenly it disappeared again.
初春的夜，还是那么长。我真愿意有所谓鬼魂，地狱，那么，即使在孽风毒焰之中，我也将寻觅子君，当面说出我的悔恨和悲哀，求她饶恕，乞她宽容，或者使她快意……
The night of early spring is still so long. I really want to have the so-called ghosts, hell, then, even in the midst of the evil wind and poisonous flames, I will also seek Zijun, speak out my regret and sorrow to her face, beg her forgiveness, beg her forgiveness, or make her happy
但是，这却更虚空与新的生路；现在所有的只是初春的夜，竟还是那么长。我活着，我总得向着新的生路跨出去，那第一步，——却不过是写下我的悔恨与悲哀，为子君，为自己。
However, this is even more void and a new way of life; All that’s left now is the early spring night, which is still so long. “I am alive, and I always have to step out into a new life path. The first step is to write down my regrets and sorrows, for the sake of Zijun and myself.”.
